*long pause*

..they put you on PREDNISONE!….

Ok. A) New doctor time. Do not take that stuff, ever. Especially for what you have? Thats a load of shit (no pun intended). My best girlfriend has something along the lines of what you have, but not the same thing, and she was on that for like 4 days before she shit herself in traffic, not to mention the long term damage it does to your bones. She’s on some sort of new medication which might be what you are looking at taking.. I will check with her.

B) Surgery isn’t that bad. You gotta weight your options. Are you willing to live with this the rest of your life or have surgery and maybe take a few months off? They’ll hype you up on hydrocodone and if your house is comfortable it will go by quickly (just have a lot of books). If this is such a downer on your life, emotionally and physically, surgery is worth it (scary, I know, but worth it). Rent a busload of kittens to lay with or something. It would be over before you knew it.

C) ….Prednisone!? OK. Sorry. I’m still getting over that.

I have Ulcerativ Colitis.

Told i have this thing whateva it is in 2000. i was 20

Left it for years because a specialist iwent to see was an d**k
I was upset i didnt know what i had i though i was dying..
his reply was “You oviously dont want to talk about it ” maybe you should come back another time..

Of course why not and pay another $250 to see the d**k for what.
He doesnt know how i got it what caused it and how to get rid of it..

So i decieded to leave it and just live with it..If living is what u call it ..
On and off on and off for years and still now.

I went to see a speciast last year OCT he gave me “Prednisone” to take>

I think it started at 50mg then reduced every week.

i cant remember..all i know is that after i finished i had to take SOLIFALK some granuals to make sure it doesnt come back.

It didnt go ahead for it not to come back..

couple of years ago i suffered depsression and anxiety so i was put on medication for that..Ive gained 20kiols in the last 2years..

Great..not only i feel fat and disgusting my stomch is sore im in the bathroom f**n 10 times a day..
my stomach is bloated.. i cant loose weight or get motivated to loose weight because the ULCERATIV FKN COLITIS puts me off ..

I DONT FEEL GOOD TO GO AND TRAIN AND TRY FEEL GOOD..
HOW DO U FEEL GOOD WHEN UR INSIDES FEEL LIKE THEY ARE EATING AT THEM SELVES..

No one gets it i wish they dont ever have to feel it..
It really does suck..

YOU ARE RIGHT OUT OF ALL THE THINGS TO HAVE THIS ONE..
AT LEASE MOST OTHERS PEOPLE KNOW HOW TO TREAT IT

ANOTHER THING THAT REALY SHTS ME IS THAT I SPENT MOST MY FKN LIFE NOT DOING THIS CAUSE ITS BAD FOR THIS,..
DONT DO THAT CAUSE ITS BAD FOR THAT

ALL FKN BULLSHT - they say dont smoke ull get lunch cancer dont drink ull fk up ur liver..
SHUT THE FK UP WITH ALL THIS BULL SHT
Dont cross the road cause u might trip and die..

I dont know what to say hopefully the fact that im angry and pissed off should make u feel better that someone feels and understands what ur saying..
I know ur note made me feel better knowing that someone understands ..
BUT I REALLY AM ANGRY - IF THERE WAS A REASON FOR THIS ULCERATIV FKN COL I WOULD UNDERSTAND BUT ………THERE ISNT IS THERE

Its 430 today im going to see the speacilat i was supposed to go back in Jan but never did..I didnt see a point they dotn care they dont even understand..

LETS SEE WHAT THE LOSER HAS IN STORE FOR ME TODAY..

I WILL UPADTE U ALL TOMORROW WITH WHAT MEDICATION HE WOULD LIKE THIS GINNY PIG TO TRY

REGARDS

AA